Marijuana and 2:07 a.m.

Don't you ever invite a man inside. Inside of your heart, your soul. He will see the pillars holding up your strengths, and the cracks in the walls at your weaknesses. He knows exactly how to destroy you, by amplifying everything that hurts you ... Causing the cracks creep further and further up the walls of your very soul's foundation until they are but a fragile framework of what they once were. He will demolish the pillars. The worst part is ... He won't break or destroy everything at once . No . That'd be too easy. Instead he'll do it piece by piece, until you are nothing of what you once were .. At this point, you are unrecognizable to even yourself. And one day, it becomes too much, and you can no longer support yourself. You can no longer fill the gaps in your walls with temporary materials and worldly ideas, and you will collapse in on yourself.